Okay, so right now I’m feeling pretty shitty about how I look, I just feel like I’m becoming a fatty… I don’t know, you see I know I’m being shit at diet and exercise, but for some reason I feel as though I’ve just lost all self control. This isn’t good. I need to get down to 130, I really do just feel shit. This 10lbs will make all of the difference to how I feel about how I look. I mean it this time. I’ve lost plenty of weight before, I can do it again. I just need to behave.